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quick update (because i promised)

2008-02-17T19:33:00.000-08:00

hello all ... and i'm realizing there are more and more people out there reading this (a bit scary, and cool!)

i was at work today (like most days) and i had no less than 5 lovely, concerned people ask how Duncan is. and i promised i would update:

he is MUCH BETTER. MUCH MUCH BETTER.

he has been quite stable for a couple of weeks, since the last post, really, and we went back to the vet, checked his weight (which is remaining the same), and re-checked his blood.

his total Biliruben (which is a measure of liver enzymes) was, when i first took him in, 19.3. that was 65 times normal. VERY VERY SCARY. as of last week, his Biliruben is only twice normal. YES. that is outstanding. his yellowness has gone away, and his hair is just starting to grow back.

and he is also eating on his own - at least sometimes. he is back to demanding turkey nearly every time i open (or go near) the refrigerator, and i am slowly weaning off feeding him through his tube. as long as his weight remains stable, i know that he is eating enough and hopefully within the next couple of months, i'll be able to get this tube taken out.

thank you again, everyone, for your concerns and nice thoughts.

i'm going to make my next post NOT be about a sick (or recovering) cat.

hahahahahahahahaha.

update from the State of Exhaustion

2008-01-16T19:44:00.000-08:00

duncan.

he has been through hell and he's not done yet. they still cannot tell me why he's sick and at this point i kind of don't care. i just want him to get better. what i know is that at some point, for some unknown reason, he stopped eating. this has caused his body to begin to shut down, and take body fat to sustain itself. the liver processes this fat, and cannot do it for long before it becomes angry. this is commonly known as "fatty liver disease" and don't ask me the scientific term. the problem is that now duncan has no appetite. the only way he will get nutrition (and therefore, live) is if i feed him.

this is how his life looked at the time of my last post:

he had a feeding tube in his nose and had to wear this unfortunate collar so he didn't pull out the feeding tube. he was miserable, but at least getting some nutrition. the scary bit was, i had to slowly build up his calorie intake, because his intake had been exactly zero, and to all of a sudden give him a ton of calories would have sent him into insulin shock.

i took him in to the ER on saturday night. i had given him his pain meds (orally) and his breathing became shallow and fast and i thought he looked pretty miserable. i called and they suggested bringing him in. i took him in and he was running a fever. they were wanting me to leave him overnight, but money is just not allowing for that. the vet (a very nice guy) was doing his best to convince me, but also to stay within his range of what he's allowed to say. over the course of our conversation and exam, duncan's fever went down and breathing returned to normal. i could tell then that the vet was comfortable letting me take duncan home.

again on monday night, his breathing became very fast and he looked even worse. i called again, and brought him in again, with the company of my dear friend liz. same vet (still a nice guy). i took him back in. when i put duncan in his kennel to go, he was just limp and so miserable. the vet took a look and said that duncan's breathing had stabilized and he thought it would be okay to take him home - and i had hit a point that i thought i was doing him more harm than good. to me, he had gotten worse, not better. i couldn't help him. i couldn't afford to leave him in the hospital for days on end. he was miserable and i decided (with many tears and much discussion) that it was time for him to go. i just couldn't put him through this anymore.

i signed the papers (the worst signature ever, so far in my life). the vet went to get duncan. he brought duncan to me, now without his feeding tube and collar. he left duncan with me and said take as much time as i need and let him know when i was ready. i looked down at my cat ... he was like a new cat! his eyes were bright! he was looking around the room! he jumped down off the table! sniffing around! i said to liz "if i do this now i'll regret it. he's better now than 3 days ago!"

liz went to get the vet and we discussed some more. they gave duncan some fliuds under the skin to get him through the night. i made an appointment to see the regular vet the next day. she and i then discussed options. now duncan has a feeding tube that goes in the side of his belly and directly to the stomach. he even has a cute t-shirt to wear (haha!) over the tube site so he doesn't bother it.

it is very slow going. we are now 8 days into this new tube. i still cannot get his full calories into him. he vomits usually once a day. the vet assures me i am doing everything right. i was afraid i was feeding too fast. he is on 3 different medicines to help him not be nauseous and/or vomit. he is also on antibiotics (just in case) and i have pain meds i can give if i think he's in pain. his nose is snuffly (partly because of the irritation from the other tube). his eyes are a bit runny. the poor thing is almost more bald than he has hair - he has shaved spots on 3 of 4 legs (from IV's), his whole stomach (from getting an ultrasound of his abdomen), and now his side (for the feeding tube).

we are hanging in there. it is disheartening when he throws up. it's never fun to see/hear a cat throw up, but i feel pressure to not let him get sick, because if i can't keep food in him, he'll get sicker. i keep giving him his medicines and doing the best i can at feeding him. oh yeah, we are on a different food now, hoping it will agree with his poor stomach a little better.

i wish i had the money to just let the vets handle it. let him be on an IV 24 hours a day and get all the nutrition and liquids and medicines he needs. but i can't. there is just no way to do it. i mean, that would mean potentially 8-9-10 days or more in the hospital. and i can't even think how expensive that would be.

so big sister madison is helping me blog tonight. she has become very needy and clingy. i know she is scared, too, though mostly she hisses at duncan. i think it's the little blue shirt and he probably smells funny (to her). but otherwise she is still fine. eating and all.

that's life here in cold st. paul. pretty much that and work for me. and trying to get some sleep and trying not to under-nutrify myself. that's how stressed i am!! i am usually a stress-eater, but right now i really do have to make myself eat. that has never happened in my entire life. (although i'm maintaining caffeine levels in the body as i've become dependent on!) i'm not even knitting, you guys. i mean THAT'S serious stress.

though i did finally get a haircut tonight! i had to, it had been WAY too long. i mean over 2 months. that's crazy talk.

so that's the update. THANKS, you guys, for your good thoughts. i can only hope all of this is worth it. my little duncan.

duncan-bo-buncan-duncan-mccloud-of-the-clan-mccloud.

just when you think things are getting "normal"

2008-01-06T18:42:00.000-08:00

so my cat, Duncan, is sick. really sick. i won't go into details right now ... but his liver is angry and nobody's quite sure why. i am trying to take care of him at home, which is hard, but i just cannot afford to leave him at the vet for an indefinite time, which is what it would take otherwise. it looks like a long road ahead of us, but we are hopeful. his big sister Madison is freaked out but so far doing okay ... so please say a little kitty prayer for my duncan-bo-buncan-duncan-mccloud-of-the-clan-mccloud. thanks :)

p.s. i changed the look of my blog for the new year. pretty in pink, you might say. needed a change of scenery.

this is a post for you lurkers ...

2007-12-29T11:56:00.000-08:00

... inspired by a visit from a long-lost person. (you know who you are, and now you better at least comment occasionally)

i know i'm terrible about posting. i realized some time ago that having a full time job where i'm not stuck in a cube, at a desk, is a good thing ... except when it comes to blogging. i used to write and read blogs pretty much all day at the old job. it made me look busy (except when i got caught).

now i have no time to sit and blog. i only recently got internet at home, and even that isn't quite up to par yet, so that hasn't been very helpful. sometimes i have a great connection and sometimes it just sucks.

so even though it's not technically 2008 yet, i'm making a new year's resolution to at least blog once a month. that sounds really sad but hey, it'll be a lot better than twice a year.

i will do that in exchange for: all you lurkers (especially the ones who track me down from my past, and you know who you are) comment now and then, would ya? my surprize visitor today didn't think i'd want a comment from the past. well of course i would. and this same visitor needs to email me, because i was an idiot and forgot to ask something very important. so this is now also a test, to see if you look again at my blog. ha ha.

and THANK YOU again for the visit, it was nice to see you, and meet your lady, and get a present delivered all in one day.

and to everyone else: find a moment to relax this holiday season. even though i've done a minimum of shopping, i feel totally worn out. i am exhausted. granted, i work retail 6 days a week, that could have something to do with it.

anyway, please take a moment to reflect on your year, things that have been good, even things that have been bad. i'm learning life is f***in short. it's important to keep perspective.

and i wish everything good for 2008. may it only get better!

p.s. for my cousin ryan, who i don't even think knows i have a blog, happy end-of-two-thousand-"sebn". it was a blast, my friend.

why i haven't been blogging.

2007-06-27T12:23:00.001-07:00

so all that crap i said last week about how busy i am ... well really the reason i haven't been blogging is this:

this is kris. kris, meet everybody.

enough said? thanks. i thought so.

(okay seriously, i am giddy happy right now. i can't even explain it. it was an accident and predestined from the fates or something, because there's pretty much zero reason we would have met otherwise. okay now that's really enough said!)

still taking in air

2007-06-20T12:24:00.000-07:00

so can we just not mention how long it's been since i posted? because truly, i don't know how long.

let's just move on. things are insane, but when are they not? i have a new job as of may 1. yes, a full time gig at a place i love ... 3 Kittens Needle Arts ... i left the bank FINALLY and even though i've had to be a bit more careful about my budget, it's been so worth it!!

i did the avon breast cancer 2-day walk on may 4th and 5th with my aunt and 2 cousins. it was fantastic, and i still don't have any pictures, or i'd have those up already.

mostly i've been working a lot. a LOT. knitting a LOT. even crocheting a LOT.

several other things to post about ... pictures to come ... i want to get back in this habit (such as it was)

friday quickie

2007-04-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

one of my favorite comedians is Mitch Hedberg. i caught this blurb listening to my ipod at random today ... and i love it:

"I went to the Home Depot the other day, which was unnecessary. I need to go to the Apartment Depot. Which is just a big warehouse with people standing around saying, 'Hey, we ain’t gotta fix shit!' ”

Happy Friday!

my workplace

2007-03-16T10:16:00.000-07:00

you guys. i am all for a clean workplace. but look at this:

that is a tube of Blistex for scale. that is a SERIOUSLY LARGE bottle of hand sanitizer. this belongs to one of my co-workers. (she's new) she is out sick today (can you say "ironic"?) and i was borrowing her chair so i could goof off ... umm ... do some work in another cube. i took the chair back and spotted this monstrosity. i was just so stunned by it, i immediately took a picture of it.

those of us who are in the office today are wondering if we should take this personally.

personally i think hand sanitizer is completely unnecessary 99.9% of the time (which, coincidentally, is the amount of germs it supposedly kills). unless i've just used a porta-potty and there are no hand washing facilities, you won't find me using hand sanitizer.

i do wash my hands, people. i just don't use that scary gel stuff that makes my hands smell weird.

my dad is a rock star!

2007-03-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

check out this amazing yarn hanging thing my dad made!! he brought it down to my apartment yesterday and we had fun hanging it. (then we went to the Bad Waitress for lunch!)

it's 3x5 feet, made of cedar with oak pegs so i can hang my pretty hanks of yarn on it. i didn't have time to really hang them yesterday, but i can't wait to do it when i get home!

aren't you just jealous!!

finally some FO's!!

2007-03-12T19:37:00.000-07:00

i haven't posted in a while, and i stole Shawn's camera today and took a bunch of pictures, so here we go!!

first, here is my Central Park Hoodie, my first cabled project! it was really fun to work on. it's made out of Classic Elite Skye Tweed. this is so not a flattering picture, but i was trying to get a decent shot in the mirror. here's a detail of the front.

next up, my Flared Lace Smoke Ring. this was amazing to work on - i took Janine's class at 3 Kittens and had amazing yarn to work on, thanks to a Christmas present from my aunt Kim, it's Folknits Qiviuq.

i promise i'll post some WIP's tomorrow. those, i have a LOT of.

i'm walking to Save Second Base!

2007-02-21T08:03:00.000-08:00

I've been inspired and I'm joining my aunt Kim (a breast cancer fighter/survivor) and her kids in the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer! It's a 2-day walk of 40 miles, and we're doing the walk in May, in Washington, DC. Our team is Saving Second Base (get it? ) and you can link to my page, and our team's page, on the link to the right (the big pink one!).

And don't forget! Many companies match donations, so if yours does, you can make your dollars go farther! There's information on the donation page. I'd love it if you could help me reach at least my minimum goal of $1800! It seems a bit daunting, but it's for an important cause.

I've felt very overwhelmed by thinking "What can one person do, there are so many worthy causes!" But I think you just have to pick one and go for it. I'll be updating my site with my training progress and other news, so please also help keep me motivated! Thanks!!

what's your secret?

2007-02-14T08:11:00.001-08:00

have you ever heard of the postsecret site? you should check it out; it's pretty amazing. sad. inspiring. funny.

... go now, i'll wait ...

i've gone so far as to submit secrets to frank and almost peed myself when i found one posted on his site, well over a year ago. so imagine my surprize when i picked up frank's books, which i bought because the proceeds go to support a suicide prevention hotline, and found my secret published!

needless to say, i didn't keep this a secret. it wasn't hard to reveal, since my secret is a funny one, although it has brought me some ridicule since i put it out there.

i found out frank was coming to town, and dragged shawn and terri with me to hear him speak and get to meet him. i decided i must take my secret with me. so there i am, standing in line, holding my secret in my arms. people kept asking me about it. i kept showing them my page in the book. i was simultaneously thrilled and embarassed. i mean, it is a silly secret. finally i got to the front of the line and i plunked down my secret in front of frank.

he immediately knew what it was, which was great. i case you can't tell by the picture, that is a large container full of staples. used, pulled staples.

my secret reads, "i save all the staples i pull at work. they're in a box in my desk. it weighs over a pound and a half."

for a moment, frank thought i was giving him this container. but i couldn't!

at this point i'm not sure what the container weighs, but i do know it's over five pounds. in my defense, this is not some kind of severe ADD. it started as a future sculpture project and something weird to keep my mind occupied during my oh-so-exciting job. now i can't stop. now i have a goal of filling this container.

frank was an amazing speaker. he talked so frankly about the importance of secrets, of having them, of sharing them, of living with them, of dealing with them. whether funny, serious, sad, uplifting, he treats them with the utmost respect.

thanks frank, and as long as you keep posting, i'll keep sending secrets!

not exactly a resolution ...

2007-01-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

so i've been doing lots and lots of thinking lately. normally i don't do the new year's resolution thing, but i always think there are things we can all do to improve our lives and the lives of those around us. i've also been listening to the Satellite Sisters lately. they have a weekly segment about being more civil to each other, they call it the Civility Challenge. they talk about making small steps to creating a more civil world.

so i was listening to this the other day, and then took the elevator down to my little credit union downstairs. on the way back up the elevator, i encountered a FOUL SMELL that did not come from my body (as far as i am aware). now, i've been known to sneak a little toot now and then when i'm alone in the elevator, but this was the first time i realized the implications for someone who gets in the elevator later on ... i was hoping against hope that someone else wouldn't get in on the same ride and silently accuse me of this horrendous smell!

so in the spirit of the Civility Challenge, i am pledging in 2007 to not pass gas in elevators. so if you get in an elevator with me and there is a bad gas smell, i promise you IT WAS NOT ME.

NEW AND IMPROVED

2006-12-20T10:50:00.000-08:00

HappyMerryJoyeux Chrismahannukwanzawalisolstice!

Admittedly, I've been pretty much completely ignoring my blog. I have felt bad. I'm trying hard not to cop out and say "I've been really busy". But I have.

Since I last posted, I became single, moved to a new apartment, got laser vision correction, bought a new car, got a new part-time job, traveled to Colorado and back, went to my cousin Dave's college graduation and many other things that are escaping my tired brain. I couldn't even blog at work, because we've been training two brand-new employees in the last two months!

I've been doing a lot of knitting, of course! I'll be posting pictures after I give the gifts, since most of them are secrets.

I'll be going to my dad's house this weekend for a quiet christmas-eve-eve celebration, just the two of us, to maintain as much tradition as we can this year. Christmas Eve day we'll be heading up to Superior to celebrate, eat and drink beer. Christmas morning breakfast at my aunt and uncle's house and then back to dad's to recover.

Our big family "official" Christmas is happening over New Year's weekend, as it was just easier to get more people together at that time. I am volunteering to make pies, and if i can manage to call forth the help of my mother and grandmother, i might just pull off some fantastic pies. i'm going to practice before the big push. Shawn and some co-workers will benefit from the trials, if they're fit to leave the house.

In all seriousness, this has been a strange holiday season. Things continue to be just plain "weird". I have tried to take things as they come, letting myself feel sad or happy or whatever. This is the first holiday season since my mom died, and she was always the main planner and I've had to remind myself that I have to take some initiative.

While I have been relatively quiet in my emails, phone calls and especially blogging, I am thinking of my dear family and friends and hoping you all are having some wonderful, serene moments in this crazy time. I'm hoping the weather prediction for the next few days really does come true, because I would like a white christmas.

I wish you all peace, love, friendship and comfort at this marvellous time of the year!

my (admittedly short) sock making history

2006-10-05T11:16:00.000-07:00

in honor of Socktoberfest, here is my sock history:

When did you start making socks?
on september 20, 2006. the start of sock wars was fast approaching, and i decided my first official start-of-sock should be for myself.

Did you teach yourself or were you taught by a friend or relative?
i mostly did it myself, although by the time i got to the turning the heel bit, i got myself all confused, until Lisa reminded me of the concept of "short rows" and my brain turned back on.

What was your first pair?
fun to make! see my sock war entry below ...

How have they "held up" over time?
good, i hope, since they now live in arkansas.

What would you have done differently?
nothing except not build a long retaining wall on the same weekend i was trying to knit a pair of socks as fast as i possibly could!!

What yarns have you particularly enjoyed?
i made the sock war pair out of Norwegian Spirit Smart in rainbow variagated ... pooled really well and i want to make a pair for myself. my jaywaylkers are being made out of Cherry Tree Hill Supersock, and i'm loving that too.

Do you like to crochet your socks? or knit them on DPNs, 2 circulars, or using the Magic Loop method?
i don't crochet (yet), and i don't mind DPNs but i think i'm going to like magic loop the best. come back to me later, and i'll tell you.

Which kind of heel do you prefer? (flap? or short-row?)
umm.. i don't know yet. come back to me on this one, too.

How many pairs have you made?
1.45 (one pair for sock wars and i'm almost to the toe on jaywalker #1).

p.s. my long term goal for sock making (and knitting in general): be able to give a (very entertaining) public speech to a group of strangers, complete with notes, and all the while, knit away on a lovely sock. inspired by the Yarn Harlot, to whose ability i bow down. perhaps when i've been knitting that long, i'll be able to do that, too. till then, i'll keep a close eye on my stitches. slippery little suckers.

a quickie

2006-10-02T13:09:00.000-07:00

i'm sure we all know this person ...

just had to share the funny!

WIPing and KIPing right along

2006-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

progress on the jaywalker: (so loving this pattern!!)

and i started pinwheel sweater #1 (pictures to come) last night, this is going to be so cute!

i worked all weekend (missing most of the gorgeous weather). last night had dinner with shawn and janine, KIPing right along at old chicago. the poor, overworked waitress was very interested in our knitting, as she is a new knitter ("just scarves so far").

on saturday night, shawn and i went to see cake which i won tickets for by singing the first verse of "short skirt/long jacket" on the radio friday morning! then met some of shawn's frat boys for several beverages. fun night. shawn kicked the boys' asses at darts. soundly.

sorry, i'm not feeling really creative in my writing this morning, although i did manage to take pictures on saturday morning for a semi-top secret project to come.

i am looking forward to the new furnace and air conditioner being installed today! and checking out 1 or 2 new knitting groups this week.

i think i need coffee .........

all this and a pair of socks

2006-09-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

so in addition to madly knitting away at a pair of socks this weekend, i helped build this retaining wall!

i wish i had the ability to merge these pictures into one continuous ... but i don't have that here.

shawn and i went up to joe's resort and in exchange for a lovely weekend up north, we put sweat and love into this wall. poor joe had built it a few years ago when he bought the place, but didn't know about putting that landscaping felt behind the rocks so your lovely black dirt doesn't start running down the hill. so we dug out the rocks, dug back into the hill a bit to widen the road, laid down the felt and put the rocks back up. joe had also had some washouts recently of the gravel road, so one of his neighbors came over in his bobcat to move some new gravel around. looks pretty good, eh?

you can see the beginnings of a second tier of the wall for us to do next spring. we ran out of time and rocks, but i threw down a boatload of grass seed, so i'm hoping that will come up a bit this fall and help hold some of that dirt back. the big overall plan is to have a third tier as well, so that the parking space for the cabin will have a better base.

joe has a fantastic resort, and i highly recommend going up there. this was my 5th trip (6th?) and i have enjoyed every one of them. i promise joe won't make you do heavy lifting. we volunteered :)

SOCK WARS!

2006-09-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

well, after a very tumultuous start, the darling Yarn Monkey did manage to get us started. i finished my socks yesterday morning, and sent them off last night, after finally getting my target's address!!

this was really fun - my goal was to get mine done and mailed before i got taken out, and now whatever else happens is a bonus. would you believe this is my FIRST pair of completed socks?

a pair of socks in 3 days AND helped build a retaining wall. more on that later.

i learned a lot from this Sock Wars experience: mother nature always wins. and socks aren't as hard as i thought they'd be.

progress ... and delays ...

2006-09-22T10:53:00.000-07:00

i'm making progress on my jaywalker ... the bright color is helping combat the dreary, icky, awful day outside. i know we need the rain, but still ...

it's also a good thing because Sock Wars is delayed ... i was totally geeking out about today being the day to start, maniacally checking my email for my target, and checking the forum for updates. when delays started hitting, people were posting conspiracy theories, hoaxes, and so on ... and then someone mentioned a "storm" in Belfast (where the Yarn Monkey lives). i googled and found this! It seems the start of Sock Wars is delayed by Hurricane Gordon. a HURRICANE! so much for there being a "storm". so i've resolved to be patient to get my pattern and target. *sigh*

Yarn Monkey, i hope you and yours are okay.

new WIP!

2006-09-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

in the interest of making a small (okay, teensy) dent in my stash and to-do list, i've started my very first sock!

it's the very top of a Jaywalker which is being made out of Cherry Tree Hill Supersock in the Winterberry colorway. I had wanted to use a different one for my first sock, but for the life of me, I couldn't find my size 1's last night, just 2's.

my other reason for starting a sock officially last night, was that Sock Wars starts tomorrow, and I just want my "official" first sock to be for me. although I know my Sock Wars socks will be done first ... I know, it's a little weird.

but I'm excited about this, and actually I think they'll knit up pretty fast.

finished!

2006-09-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

yes! another finished object. this is a gift for my aunt kim. well, the knitting is a gift. she bought the yarn, and i made it! she just needs a zipper and she's all set!

it's the "Bulky Neckdown Cardigan for Women" by Knitting Pure and Simple. the yarn is Shaefer's Elaine in the Kermie colorway.

this is my favorite part of the sweater, and why i love this yarn so much:

i had made myself the same sweater, same yarn, out of the Bette Davis colorway (hence the sweater's name is Bette):

and i got the same effect:

it's so cozy!!

a new hole

2006-09-16T17:28:00.000-07:00

i got a new piercing today, my right tragus. (that's the little bit that kind of sticks out into your ear from the side of your head, if that makes any sense)

my more recent piercings have been done on significant dates (like my 30th birthday, or other things i care to remember), and this is no exception.

today would have been my mom's 63rd birthday.

i miss her.

i wanted to mark it in some way, and since i can't afford a new tattoo yet, this seems like the next best thing. i got a little silver hoop with a bright green bead, one of her favorite colors.

i didn't want to go to work today, but it was a nice distraction. i'm feeling a lot of weight on my heart and mostly i'm just trying to do "normal" things. one of these days i'm just simply going to break down. i just keep reminding myself that there is no "normal" when you lose a parent and that whatever i feel, i just need to let myself feel it and deal with it.

i had some time between my piercing and work, so i spent about 20 minutes at the walker sculpture garden, kind of meditating, kind of just sitting and thinking. it was a nice, sunny, breezy day.

this is my mom, me, and my dad in Todos Santos, Baja, Mexico in January.

i miss her so much.

honey-do list for myself

2006-09-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like part of the reason my stash has grown considerably is that i lose track of what i thought i was going to make when i got so excited about a pattern. i'm hoping that making this list more-or-less public will help me focus.

just for the record, i'm not anti-stash, i'm anti-having-the-FO's-i-wanted-to-make.

so here they are, in no particular order:

Glampyre's Easy V-Neck Raglan in Rowan Summer Tweed (actually i made this once already, but it came out too big and i want to re-do it because i love it but it's gigantic on me)
Elann's Pinwheel Sweater in something cute. This will be for a very adorable little girl i know, maybe for christmas.
KnitScene's Central Park Hoodie, not sure of the yarn yet. see KAL over there -->
Eunny Jang's Print O The Wave Stole in one of the many lovely laceweights i'm stashing.
Rogue which i already gushed over a couple of posts ago. not sure of yarn yet.
Ariadne's One-Thread Jacket by Debbie New in the Summer 06 issue of Spin Off. I don't know what yarn I'd use, but I love the way this is constructed. The bright yellow in the pictures doesn't do it justice.
Total Maze Cardigan probably in Lana Grossa Cool Wool Big. I have black and white already, and I thought I might throw in a little color for fun.
a huge variety of thing from Knitty including Cambio, Cinzia, Jardin Anglais, Samus, and more
socks. i have a lot of sock yarns with good intentions, but haven't made any yet. after sock wars, we'll see how i feel.
lace. i also have a lot of laceweight and lots of patterns, but haven't made those either. i did make one lace shawl for Mandy's mom, but that's it.

okay, this is getting depressing. 10 things is enough, though i could go on.

happy friday!

it's not really raw, it's cured

2006-09-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

it's funny, the kinds of reactions you get when you announce you want sushi. it's kind of like knitting, you either are one or not. you either like sushi or you hate it. (or you haven't tried it)

i am craving sushi today and thankfully, i will have a partner in crime, as Shawn has agreed to indulge with me.

i found this website talking about sushi and how it's prepared. kind of cool little videos, too.

we'll be at Ichiban today for the happy hour... yum!

speaking of sushi, i also love these places:

Midori's Floating World Cafe
Sakura
Origami

i haven't been, but want to try these:

Anemoni
Fuji-Ya
Saji-Ya

I AM SO HUNGRY NOW.

i need to heed good advice

2006-09-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

so i didn't follow Stephanie's advice from sunday night. i was telling two of my co-workers this morning, on our way to get coffee, about meeting one of my "knitting heroes". now, i should know better anyway, but i should have followed the Harlot's advice about talking about knitting in public with non-knitters. they really don't understand. one co-worker in particular, Michelle, lives to make fun of me. deep down, i do know it's out of love (truly!), but she isn't a knitter and the first question out of her mouth was, "There are knitting heroes?"

*sigh*

i should have given up right there, but i just couldn't, i felt like i needed to explain so they would understand the wonder of it all.

it was kind of a similar feeling of trying to explain to Mandy about why it was cool to be deemed sockworthy. this time i did take Stephanie's advice, and related it to sports. that kind of worked. the part that was easier about explaining to Mandy was that i've actually read some of the Harlot to her, and she actually laughed. i'll pretend she was laughing with me.

in other news, it's definitely fall here in minnesota. the air feels different, and it's cooler. the only reason i'm glad for it is that i can finally wear my sweaters without sweating to death. the day i'd finished my Sunrise was the first day it was over 70 degrees this spring, and i haven't been able to wear it since, except to show it off.

and i started back at the cafe last night. it was kind of a slow night, but it was nice to be back and i got to see Amy and her lovely Misti Suri sweater. can't wait to see that finished!

THE. YARN. HARLOT. (so fantastic)

2006-09-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

a huge thanks to Yellow Dog Knitting in Eau Claire. they hosted a fantastic event with the very loopy, but very charming Yarn Harlot last night.

here she is ... taking the obligatory sock & crowd photo

(oh, by the way, welcome to my very first blog entry. i've had this thing for several months, but never used it. i'm sick of the blogging capability of my myspace and truthfully, almost none of my knitter people use it. so any talk of knitting there is wasted. except for the Knitta Krew!)

now, back to the Harlot. the day i read on Stephanie's calendar that she would be within driving distance of me, i knew i had to go. i immediately emailed my knitters and said, "sign up now, let's carpool" or perhaps something more like "OH MY GAWD YOU GUYS, THE YARN HARLOT IS COMING, LET'S GO!!!!!"

finally the day arrived, and after Shawn ran his very first organized 5K (congrats again, honey) in the rain, and of course after lunch, we headed out. we easily found the shop and Lisa and Janine were alread there - knee deep in yarn, of course. i immediately started fondling yummy new yarns i hadn't seen before (like that great noro braided stuff i can't recall the name of). i made my way over to the sock yarn, where Lisa was trying to help Shawn find yarn for Sock Wars, when lo and behold, the magic of yarn overtook me - i found Schaeffer Anne in my exact Bette Davis color for my hoodie:

(insert great photo here when i get one)

i immediately put the thing around my neck to claim it as my own. it felt good to have yarn around my neck again, as i haven't worked at the cafe in a month. (i start back tonight, but that's another story)

so now i'll have the perfect socks to go with my awesome Bette hoodie. maybe i'll try jaywalkers? i don't know yet.

anyway, i bought a book and the new vogue knitting and knit.1 and got a present from YDK. a cool bag. we made our way over to the masonic lodge to meet the Harlot. i have to admit i was completely geeking out. i wanted to get right up front. 3rd row would have to suffice and we pulled out our knitting, i showed off my Anne again, helped the woman behind me with a half-dropped stitch and thought the impromptu sock circle photo session was great. then the magical moment came! Stephanie came out and took our pictures with the sock (and help from a little knitter)

she asked, "are you a boy or girl?" and the child said "i'm a baby!"

she is even funnier in person than her books - although now i'll be able to read in her voice, complete with the proper amount of "aboot". i love the idea of the knitter's handshake (feeling the shoulder of the garment a stranger's wearing while saying "this is wonderful, what yarn did you use?") and the idea that you can't frog a husband. it wasn't until near the end of her talk that someone asked about her sock, that she held up the sock and i realized she'd been knitting on the sock the entire time. this completely blew me away. i now have a new aspiration in knitting. not only to not have to look at your knitting, but to give a talk to 100 + people, complete with notes, and knit a sock on DPNs. amazing.

we made our way back to the shop for the book signing and while we were waiting in line outside, two younger males walked by and asked what we were doing, and the entire bit of Stephanie's talk about the "uncoolness" of knitting came back. so we all kind of looked at each other and giggled a little and said "book signing", and giggled harder when one said "Oh, what author?"

in line we met a woman who teaches drop-spindle at YDK (Jennie) and Shawn and I both decided we'd go back for the class. i saw a gorgeous sweater i am adding to my to-do list, Rogue. now that i look at the site, i had seen the sweater before, but not in person, and not in such lovely colors. this woman had just finished it that morning out of cascade 220 quattro, it was gorgeous!!

we slowly made our way up to the front and there she was. now i was really geeking out. i was happy to see that she'd been introduced to my favorite beer, Leinenkugel's Honey Weiss.

i got my book signed and gave her my gift. wine called "The Harlot". i was deemed sockworthy (and stash-weasel worthy!) and she took my picture!!

i'm sockworthy! i'm sockworthy!

then she agreed to pose with me while Shawn took our picture.

there must be something about Stephanie and blurry photos... oh well!

she asked me if i was a blogger, and i said this would be my first blog entry. (how am i doing, Stephanie?)

i bought a "Knitters without Borders" pin and went into the main part of the shop to high-5 Shawn for being sockworthy. YES!

we waited for Lisa and Janine to make their way through, while i also resisted buying anything else. Shawn bought Latvian Dreams, and the author was there and graciously signed it for him (she was just so adorable!). the 4 of us agreed to meet in Menominee for Green Mill and off we went. lucky us, andrew was indeed working, so we got the added bonus of seeing him.

all in all, a trip which i initially figured would take about 6 hours, lasted 10 1/2. i got home at 12:30 this morning. lucky me, i don't have to work today. and lucky you, i have time to type this up right away. Stephanie promised she wouldn't link to me till i was ready, and now i'll be ready.